Closing my eyes is like sleeping in nowhere.
Tears run down with a salty flavor down my mouth.
Heartfelt like a stone that cannot break,
loneliness is what I feel when I think of it.
I am not ready, indeed.
Everything I should do before is not the same as now.
How can I show my care and love to the one I love,
When I know the fact that I can go anytime?
Thinking of not holding their hand is like a sharp pain in my heart.
Missing those happy times is what I do all the time.
Hate the feeling that I will be gone soon.
Prepare everything without my expectation.
Now is not the right time, yet I promise to make it up.
Saying I love you, I miss you, and I care for you is not enough.
The presence of mine is the most important.
Today I’m setting my mind and body.
Any time my soul will disappear from this land.
I should make everything for my loved one.
I should cherish every moment with love and joy,
and find the best reason to make them smile.
I will wait in the other part of the world.
Without distress, solitude, and livid, only haven feeling is what I feel.
Above the sky, I can see you all everywhere.
Making you safe and protecting you with my hand.
I am the guardian angel at your side.
When I saw all your smiles, I saw enlightenment.
Holding my hand while whispering in my ears is awesome.
All I hear is not hatred and sadness but joyous eyes.
Wanted to subside all the ache and suffer.
I accept everything with all my heart.
The light is shown in my eyes.
Finally, my time has arrived.
Smiles and tears mix in my face.
My heart and brain feel the same.
I am ready now.